A Blend Of Love And Aggression

My mother gives my description

As a blend of love and aggression,

Two opposite emotions,

Causing two opposite actions;

My love would always

Pull everyone to my way

With much speed as my aggression

Repelled them away.

I have told you haven’t I?

I have fought with my father,

Very well I remember

The level of aggression,

The use of words and actions.

Oh, how I used to yell,

How I did exclaim!

My aggression made my mamma worry.

But at the end of the story,

Everything would be great

All over again!

Since I would do

All that I could

To love them to the moon.

Friends would come and stay.

But little fights, some disputes,

And from my life they’d convey…

I still remember that force

With which I fought with the most,

I still remember the love after all

I showered over them through the wall…

Yes, a wall…

A painful creation of my ugly aggression,

A wall that I would break

With warmth I’d undertake!

But till date who have stayed,

Know my love will stay,

Like hugs during shivers,

Sunshine in winters,

The shower of flowers,

Irrespective of my ugly brawls;

I have told you haven’t I?

It may be difficult to handle my ugly side,

But I promised you to balance that side,

With endless love and beauty, I got inside.

But all you remember was my aggression,

Which kept pushing you away,

Maybe you never felt my love,

Which didn’t pull you back to my way….

Oh how I wish I could let go off my aggression

To keep you in my life with all the love and passion!

But this blend of love and aggression,

Is the beauty within me shoved!

Haven’t I told you my love?