12:20

I texted around 12:20 

My heart rate is beating faster than a falling drop of rain..

But still my heart is dry 

I want to feel the warmth this winter but i think so I am gonna freeze again in my black hoodie 

Waiting for a reply... 13 mins have passed and I still have the whole night to pass..

I knew what would happen the next morning..

You would be at my side and I would still be left with a heart which felt your warmth for a moment and then froze again...

But still I slept through the night wishing that your love would make me rise again...

The sun had come kissing the horizon...

But my lips still ache to kiss your hand,

And my finger tips still wish they could touch your hair...

My heart was like a place full of joy knowing it would again shut down like a winter fair...

And i would again get used to living with the pain..

But this time i wouldn't have a regret of not trying in my brain..

My heart rate is beating faster than a falling drop of rain..