The Untold Story

There are many stories that are unsaid and untold by us. The stories which have created fear, anxiety and made us unsure about ourselves. This story is dedicated to all those who seem to be feeling lonely and not worthy of what they have achieved or have an urge for someone special to enter our life. This story is about, 

Chreestina, a teenager who is loved by everyone. She has a perfect friend circle. She is very eccentric about her studies. All things are fine until she started developing feelings for a guy who is her senior. She has faced a difficult moment dealing with anxiety and panic attacks.

Christeena wakes up, finishes her morning routine she had washed her face and studied for an hour, and got ready for her new class. She went to school, everything went normal. She was selected or appointed for being the house in charge. Her friends congratulated her. Her best friend Gia was crazy about the fact.

On the first day of her oath-taking practice, somebody calls her name out, "Christeena !!" Making a gesture with his hand probably calling her to be standing in front of the queue. She is mesmerized by his eyes. She had avoided eye contact for almost the whole day. She slowly takes his name and says, "Wait how long will you move." Christeena and Aysuh, the guy who called her out, began laughing. Days went by, she started talking to him and began to know about him. She slowly realized her feelings towards Ayush. But she had hidden the fact from everyone. Finally, she opened up to Gia. She said, "I am not going to make the first move, practically he is going to leave this school. I am not worth it for him".

Gia was pissed off. She said "what the hell are you speaking? You are perfect, you are beautiful. You care about everybody except for yourself. Go and speak to him and then make a. move. " Christeena was in a dilemma, she had faced an adverse situation. A few days later, she started talking to him. But after sudden many seniors made fun of her and she started receiving comments such as" fake", "nerd, ", "not worthy" which annoyed her. She had forgotten to eat. She started losing her capacity of making choices. She had continuous suicidal thoughts and started having negative thoughts about herself. One day she walked into the terrace and thought of jumping down the terrace. She had given up. But her parents believed their daughter. They took her to a mental health center. The doctor said she was suffering through bipolar disorder. But it was possible to cure it if Christeena attended those mind tuitions and did exercises. Christeena believed her parents and attended those tuitions. Finally, after 6 months, she was normal and started focusing on her betterment. Ayush had passed his matriculation and lost touch with Christeena. But Christeena was not regretting, she knew that she had done right by not confessing. Thereafter, she gave her matriculation. She did her graduation and applied for NEET. And studied MBBS, after five years of MBBS and a one-year internship. She did M. S. And became a cardiologist. And made herself and her parents proud.