The Girl Keeps Telling Everything To Her Dairy

Hello there, Dear Dairy. 

"I have something very beautiful to tell you about a guy...

So, on February 22nd, my father was talking to his father. And my father asked me to speak with him. I was fine with speaking with him. His father and I had a great conversation; he was so expressive and nice that he made me talk to his daughter.

I was insecure about not marrying into a vegetarian family, and I read his profile, which stated that he is a pure vegetarian, and I lost my little interest in him.

This was the time when my father asked me to speak with the man. I wasn't happy about it, but I had to talk to him because he had called. It was around 8 p.m. on February 23rd when my father called my name and asked me to speak with him. I took the phone from my father and said hello to him. And we began to have a decent conversation.

I adored his voice and his lighthearted laugh. I began to pick up on positive vibes from him. He told me he doesn't talk much. That was fine with me. I told him everything about myself in the hopes that he would disagree with me somewhere. But he didn't. He never once disagreed with me.

I enjoyed talking with him. I returned my father's phone and immediately dialled his number. I talked about a lot of things, and all he did was listen to me and silently approve of everything I was interested in. And he laughed every time I laughed. He was making me feel so at ease with him.

I asked him if he had any objections to my eating non-veg, and he said no. Actually, he has no problems with anything.

He enjoys listening to me, regardless of what I am saying. He never questions back.

I'm not sure how a guy like him could have been found... All I knew was that disagreement and conflict are common in relationships. I'm not saying we won't fight. But I know he understands how to love and respect.

We call each other whenever we have free time. I've called him even when I know he's in class just to hear him.

It was Monday, March 8th, and when he returned from an office party, he called me late around 12 am, and I was waiting for his call. He had a low phone battery but really wanted to talk to me; he was worried about the phone battery. He put it on charge for about 15 minutes, and then called me back. It was a video call. Something was different about him that night, he was looking so good. The way he looked at me, or the way he spoke to me... That night, everything was different. While we were talking, he connected his phone to his laptop to charge. He got a little tipsy...

I could sense his feelings for me. He was stunning, and his eyes were speaking to me. We were simply staring each other down. I simply wanted to record the moment. He never spoke from his mouth since his eyes were talking so much. I still remember him feeling me through my eyes. I was relieved that, despite our intense emotions, he didn't say anything to me that would make me feel uncomfortable. He was serene and attractive...

His voice is calm like an ocean and his laugh sounds beautiful like rain, his eyes look like a full bottle of alcohol. 

He is very comfortable, and as he said, "I don't judge" He doesn't judge. The really good quality in him is not remembering every single detail. He doesn't mind anything. At least he didn't mind anything this far. 

He called me around 4.30 a.m. today, saying he had gotten up early and wanted to see if I was available. I answered his phone call. We made a video call after talking for a few minutes. We were conversing when I noticed he had fallen asleep again. I said goodbye and inadvertently said "I love you," which I recognised a few seconds later and ended the video conversation. I was already embarrassed about it when I discovered him making another video call request.

It was difficult for me to grasp it. But I did, and all I could think about was hoping he hadn't heard my shame and praying he would overlook it if he had. We talked for a while longer, and I was about to hang up when I told him to go to sleep. And I'm hanging up on you. He laughed, moved his mike closer to his mouth, and replied, "I love you too." Oh, damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I started blushing and feeling shy. I disconnected the video call after he said goodbye. However, he fell asleep during the audio call. He is been sleeping on call for 1hr51mins and is writing my narrative to your diary. 

We married on July 15, 2021. I was overjoyed to spend the rest of my life with him. It's 02:27 on May 8, 2022.

I realised that he is far too irresponsible, but I also realised that he adores me and wishes to improve himself for me. Marriage is like a marine saw; it rises and falls steadily, and we learn to regulate it. In our relationship, we experienced disagreements, arguments, and disappointments. However, we have now resolved to handle all situations with maturity. I really like him.

I want him to know that we are both amazing and powerful when we work together. We've chosen to put a stop to the previous chapter of our life, in which we learned to respect one another and respect each other's privacy. We're about to embark on a new chapter in our relationship. I want our relationship to be full of laughter, understanding, and love. I want to tell him that you are the only person with whom I have ever fallen in love in this way. Appreciate me because I am a magician in your life. I'll make things better for you. You are stunning, and I will always adore you."