Shady

Shady shady shady...when I say shady I didn't mean shady or something. I actually meant fake. Yeah fake!! Fake friends...fake people...fake bf and all those fake people out there. Well I do have lots of fake people around me. I know how they react to you and how they talk to you. I've been in that position. My l is why you have to be fake. What benefits you get by being fake to others. Do you know one thing, when you ignore someone or betray them they might get very stressful and some of them will get anxious. I'm one of the people. Trust me guys the feeling is really bad. 

When I newly joined highschool I thought I can find new friends and stuffs. Yes I did find a lot of friends but the problem is I couldn't find a true and loyal friend. Most of them step back when we're in trouble or something...most of them blame things on you for things you didn't even do. Every time when I watch a movie...the friends there will be together no matter what. Always have their back. Most of them will be close to me coz I help them a lot. I give them money when they ask...i buy food for them...sometimes I even help them do their homeworks. I know it's bad but if that is the only way I can find friends means I have to do it. I wasn't so happy about it actually. After few weeks I get to find a group of friends...group of 3. Group of 3 is the best they said. I mean it is actually.

You just need to understand them and be a good one to them. I trusted them...I cared about them and I really love them coz they are my first every true friends. We were really close. Every weekend we go out together...having sleepovers in one of our house and stuffs like that. I mean I feel alive after so long. Then one day I guess it didn't last that long. I caught them talking bad about me she I'm not around. They were told that I listen to whatever they say and I do things for then as well. I was a house pet to them actually. I was broken. Feel like digging my own grave and sleep there. I talk to my parents about it and I moved to a different school. So guys...pls don't be fake to people. Be truthful with them...and one more important thing...do not trust anyone. DO NOT TRUST ANYONE even your best friends. And don't be SHADY