Love And Lost

It was 2018....the year I met an angel. I know it sounds crazy but it's true. She was 13 by the way and now she's 16. I'm not gonna say her name or something coz for a reason. We met in school...it was on Friday and there was very less students in school. I was just roaming around school like a lifeless man and I stopped at the canteen for no reason. actually. I stood there and just looking around and suddenly I saw a girl with blonde hair and short skirts. She was just on the right angel though. I didn't have the guts to talk to get at that moment coz I was nervous and I was busy admiring her beauty. For your info she wasn't wearing makeup.

The thing I liked about her is she's natural...not like most of the girls these days. She was hot as hell till I can't take my eyes of her. I followed her for few weeks without her knowing. At one moment she caught me following her and I was like acting cool you know like what other boys do. She came to me and ask "can I help u" and I was like nah it's okay and I get the hell out of that place. Out of a sudden she starts following me on Instagram...like yo oo oo that's crazy...how you feel when your crush starts following you on Instagram. I started with a hey and ended the day with a goodnight. It was pretty cool. I couldn't sleep the whole night...thinking bout her all day long. The next day we met in school. She came to me by the way. We started talking about schools and her tuition and stuff. We were talking like for an hour without going to any of our classes. The best part was we was hiding from most of the teachers. She's really nice and the best girl I've ever met in my life. I've never been in any kind of relationship before I met her but the moment I saw her I fixed in mine that she's the only one for me.

We've been texting for months and ever time me text we got closer and closer. On 22 December my friend threw a party at his house. We were all invited to the party including the "angel". It was a late night party btw. I entered the house sober but after hours I was drunk. The "angel" came late to the party. When she entered the house I was pretty drunk. I was really embarrassed at that moment. She was sitting in one corner for like 30 minutes without talking to anyone. I decided to approach her. Well she knows I was drunk but she acted like she doesn't know. She literally helped me in everything...like cleaning my vomits and some stupid stuff like that. It was around 2 in the morning and we haven't get back home coz I was drunk and she was there for me. Luckily her parents wasn't home so she drove me back to her house and help me with things there. The part I was really surprised was she let me sleep with her on a same bed. I started getting sober and I started to talk normally. I couldn't wait no more...I really need to tell her how I feel about her and for all the things she have done to me I feel like she's mine. So I hold my guts and straight told her that I love her. She stared into my eyes for a moment and say I know....even I feel the way you feel. I asked her is she's joking or not and she told me that "why would I joke about this mike". I came closer to me and whisper "I love you...no matter what" and kissed her. My heart stopped for a moment. It took me some time to digest what she said to me.

She quickly turned the other side and said "goodnight imma bring you to place tmr in the noon" and I was like okay goodnight......baaabeee in a soft voice because I wasn't sure if she really loves me or not. We woke up...took our breakfast and straight shot to a lake was in the middle of the Forest. I was shocked and scared for a second like is she gonna kidnap me or something. She blind fold me and brought me somewhere. She whispered this is it and took off my blind fold. It's really hard for me to describe the place coz it was so freaking beautiful. The water was clear then my friends soul. I grabbed her hips and pull her close to me and kissed her. That feeling was the best ⚡. We hang out there for an hour chit chatting and just admiring her beauty.

Out of a sudden the saw her phone and started to cry. I was like what happened what's wrong...is everything okay...and she told me her nana died. Man that was the saddest shit I've heard I'm a life. I hugged her tight and told her that I'm hear for you no matter what babe coz I love you. She looked in my eyes and started to kiss me. I'm telling you guys that's the best felling. After a few minutes we took off back to my place and she drove back home to meet her nana. I didn't disturb her like for a week coz I didn't want to push her. She didn't come to school didn't text no calls nothing. I was really worried bout her. Weeks past like this...I feel like I've lost a part of me. The next day she came to school with an awful face. I ran to her and asked " are you okay?...what happened?..."

She remained silent and walk to her class. That night she called me and apologized to me for not replying and call me for the past weeks. I was like " it's okay babe...there's nothing to worry about. I know it's been hard for you for the past few weeks and she starts crying. I couldn't sleep the whole nigt. I was really worried bout her actually. It was almost 5 months and she was ignoring me. I was really angry and sad at the same time. Whenever I wanna talk to her she just walk away...like what did I do. Weeks passed and I heard a bomb which broke my heart. I got to know that she was with someone else from different school who's staying near her house. I was speechless for a moment and I went to her house. Luckily her parents weren't home so I straight went to her room. The moment she saw me she was really shocked as if she saw her dead grandma. She was like what are you doing here and I was like cut the crap. Then we were fighting and I was really sad and heartbroken...you know how it feels. It's really hard to forget bout the past but I'm still going on. Guess it ends here.

I love you Angel....always and forever