Pain Or Pleasure

Whenever I close my eyes your smile flashes. Still I remember the First meet, those eyes which attracted me in first sight, those chubby cheeks and cute pimples, many times I have sat next to you but never had a guts to propose you. Still I am confused which has attracted me weather its chubby cheeks or your cute pimples, or the way you smile or your innocence obviously, you can’t judge the moon by saying which part of its beautiful as you are my moon I can’t judge the same , whenever I think about expressing my love I have a fear it may affect our relationship, if someone asks me the toughest task in world I will surely say its proposing to the loved ones, I have thousands of words to explain my love towards you but whenever you just come before me I am just going dumb, just like a baby unable to express his wish almost 8 years over , unable to move away from this just thinking it as infatuation ,

You’re not just a passing cloud just to forget and move on when your my sky, waiting for the moment to express myself to you, I know words are not enough to express my love but sure one day I'll express everything to you just as a cloud bursting as the rain towards the earth I couldn’t express this feel weather it’s a pain or pleasure but I even love this pain as pleasure when it is for you