Life...

Now it has been two year, Annie does meet her.. she doesn't even know whether she is alive or not...

She had started suffering from an illness... now she was suffering so much and can not live without her...

She had started losing control on herself, to control herself she started changing herself...

There was no one who can give her support, she wants to have...

The girl who was immature, she had started doing even a single thing she did.. there was a reason for it.. she thinks about everything so much and in every point of view...

She is now feeling soffocation as there is so much pain in her heart which she was bearing alone...

The pain was small at that time as pain increases with time... now the pain was more than her life....

And now she had become an opposite than she was... 

She had also prayed to God for only one thing and that's diksha....

But after the patience of two years she had stopped believing in God... She got angry on small things...

She couldn't control her anger and lost control on herself... She had now became an short tempered...

She had started doing meditation but after some time it goes to vain to control herself...

She started avoiding people, her parents also... She spent most of the time alone.. sitting at one place...

The only thing that can control her was sketching and potrait... She make more beautiful and wonderful sketches when she was free and in mood... 

The innocent girl who believes anyone now had started doubting her shadow...

She never make anyone learn about her pain...

Now she was completely different.. she even used to sit at one place for hours earlier she could not even sit at one place for few minutes... the things that she hated now become her necessity for her... She can not even leave her morning coffee that she never used touched earlier...

She had now decided that she will not be able to live if she didn't reach her goals...

The people used to play mind with her and now she plays mind games with everyone...