Kill Those Thoughts...

You see, I love writing blogs, stories, articles and what not!! And each time I write one, It is based on how I feel!! According to all my experiences in life till date, my life hasn’t been the one you see in fairy tales!! To be honest, I have never felt or been the happy-go-lucky type!! From the days of my schooling, people who called, or should I say claimed, themselves to be my friends have taken utmost advantages of me (if your feelings are highly relatable, then this blog is definitely for you!!). Whatever happened, I never felt like thinking straight… Everything was contained in me… Right now, when I think about what happened to me, I realise that I can help you with my experience and ideas. 

People hardly ever think according to others. Each and every person has a real good talent which can be used by others!!! You never know what a friend actually is. And this lesson? I learnt it the hard way. I have always been the soft and introvert kind. But not long ago, I realised that:

INTROVERT (sometimes)=DEPRESSION. Being honest and kind doesn’t always pay off. 

Even if you are honest, some people think of all your talks as a nonsensical bluff. But this should never bring you down. I won’t be lying to you. There are times in life when you don’t know why you are still alive. When you think you aren’t going to succeed in achieving your goals/dreams. When, even the people who are the reason for your being alive, seem far away. You feel so so so sad and miserable that you just start apologising to whomever in your mind. You just think of ending your life. You don’t see any hopes. But believe me, these are just your thoughts playing around with you. In my previous blog, I spoke about perception. In this case, it is your responsibility to see them in a positive way. Your dreams never really leave you. You let go of them for a while. When you finally realise that you actually had something you wanted to do, somewhere you wanted to go, and that’s when you get hold of them. That’s when you take a REBIRTH! 

Sometimes, you unknowingly start trusting the bad side of your conscience. After doing something wrong, you blame it on your thoughts. Even if you think there never really is a thing called “good conscience”, there always is. Most of the time, it is just a small whisper, but it is always correct. 

When you feel lost, look/think of a sunflower which always turns towards the sun and away from the darkness. When you feel hopeless, remember that a beautiful flower, lotus, grows in a pool of stagnant water and doesn’t look at it! When you thing of something wrong, KILL THAT THOUGHT!