I Shouldn't Have Met you Today

Date: 06/06/2021

Finally am free now !. What to tell, today was really a hectic and bummer day. Since today was the last date for my project submission I was too busy in office. I didn't even get enough time to have my lunch properly. Somehow I could submit my project. Hope my project gets the sanction. Today Ritesh made lunch specially for me and packed it for me. He also made me to eat breakfast 'forcefully' before I left to office. Though I haven't allow him to consummate our marriage to date, he never complaints.

I feel so blessed to have him as my husband. Am trying to love him as my family had told me just before our marriage. Still am not able to give my best  to our relation. Today I have got a bit emotional and that's why now am having scarcity of words. something happened really unexpected. Today you showed up! showed up after a long gap of 4 years. I wanted to erase all your (our) memories from my mind. You know how much hard was it for me? You broke my heart and hurt my feelings... I can't explain the pain i went through... Now you want me to hear you ? Why did you still drenched in rain and followed me begging me to hear you, even after knowing that am not going to give you even a fraction of second from my precious time...? I had waited for you .., waited for so long with my wounded heart... Its over. Now am moving on with my new life.

Ritesh is perfect for me and I mean it. But I don't know why still am hearing your voice in my ears and it's crystal clear..."Believe me am innocent... give me a chance to clear it...The only truth is I loved you so much and will love you till my last breath..."            Now I feel like I shouldn't have met you today......