I Miss You

I am missing you a little too much these days, especially today. Even cried a little before writing this. I tried writing about new things, reading a book, working on my book, watching random YouTube videos, even tried talking to people about their lives but all of this to no avail.

Lastly, everything came down to just one thing, and that is writing about you, about my feelings, and about us.

I know, we haven't had the time to meet properly, I know that I am the one who is afraid of everything but, I miss those little moments in which the center of my world was you. I miss those moments where I was in your arms and everything else didn't matter at all. I miss those moments in which you were feeding me with your hands and even let me sleep in your lap. Those moments in which it was just me who was able to see the pain behind the sparkle in your eyes. Those moments in which we slept together with you cuddling me, making me feel like your baby girl, and when we made tea together while you were busy kissing me and making me stay with you forever.

The car rides, pizzas, dancing with you, singing with you on the way back home, reading the books you suggested, I miss your eyes that used to find my way even in a place full of crowd, with you my world was peaceful yet adventurous.

I miss you, and us.

I know, we are not going to meet again, at least that seems the truth now.

But, if I ever get a chance to re-live life again then I would choose to re-live it with you, from my birth till my breath lasts.

And this time, I promise I won't let you go away.