Broken Soul2 mins 260 2 mins 260
It's just isn't a usual day, I woke up struggling from the bed, I couldn't see anything it's all dark and I couldn't breathe and I went up to the window as I opened it the cool breeze touched my face and it made me feel sick. I just sat there staring at the plain white wall in my room, I was bleeding! bleeding from inside and I just don't see anything apart from the memories that were flashing in my mind. I feel worse and my headaches. It's been days since I had talked to anyone and I just don't understand what I have been going through, everything seems like a bad dream which I never wished for, that was happening to me.
All I could feel was someone stabbing in my heart when I get reminded about the horrific and dreadful experience I had faced. when every I close my eyes those memories pop into my mind again and again and it's painful for me to believe you are not there anymore. The one who understood me who I was and was there for me in thick and think and the one who promised me would be with me the rest of my life holding hand in hand until death separates us apart. It just feels like yesterday us cooking together and dancing in the living room with our favourite song playing in the background. I still remember the day I last saw you on the hospital bed smiling and saying everything is going to be alright and then you never came back and left me all alone. I believe letting go is never an easy thing to do, no matter how many times you've rehearsed it, no matter how many times you've played it in your head, it never goes as planned, and almost always does it sting a little harder than I thought.