Beautiful Girl

A woman is seated in the shadow of two dried birch trees, wearing a cotton cloth and wearing a black dusk on her head, in a cemetery surrounded by coffins, covered with leaves, and in the tomb of rain and wind. A braid of white hair is lying on his wretched cheek. The ends of his firmly closed lips are somewhat inflated, causing mournful lines on both sides of the mouth. Her eyelids are swollen, as if she had cried a lot, and many long nights were spent in her wake.

 I was able to see her standing at a distance, but she was sitting silently and even when I got close to her, there was no movement in it. Just looking up at his extinguished eyes, she looked towards me and stared at the bottom without showing any curiosity, hesitation or expectation of reaching out to me.

 I greeted him. Asked, "Why sister, whose tomb is this?"

 "My boy's." She very rudely replied.

 "Was that too big?"

 "No, was twelve years old."

 "When did he die?"

 "four years ago."

 The woman gave up her long breath and took the braided hair under her arm. It was a hot summer that day. The sun was shining mercilessly on the city of Murdo. A little grass had grown on Kabro. He was "yellowing" in the midst of "heat" and dust.

 Pointing his head towards the boy's power, I asked, "How did he die?"

 "By the crushing of the horses' horses." He answered in a few words and extended his hand full of wrinkles to rub the tomb.

 "How did this happen?"

 I knew that I was showing indecency, but seeing that woman was so misguided, my mind was filled with excitement and bitterness. A craze arose in me that I could see tears in his eyes. Her apathy was unnatural, but I felt she was insensitive from that side.

 At my question, she raised his eyes and looked at me. Then, looking at me from head to foot, he slowly sighed and started telling his story in a very dim voice:

 "The incident happened like this. His father had gone to jail for a year and a half in case of embezzlement. The amount of money we had was spent in the meantime. The savings were not much. By the time my man got out of jail we would We used to cook food by burning grass. A gardener gave me that useless grass all over the car. I had dried it and used to add a little powder to it when it was burnt. It used to emit very bad smoke and spoil the taste of food. Kolusha School He was gone. She was a very fast boy and was very economical. On his way home from school he used to bring all the logs and wood on the way. The days were springy. The snow was melting. And Kolusha had to wear it. Only Kirmich had shoes. When he took them off, his feet would become ruddy in winter.

 "At the same time, they released the boy's father from jail and brought him home in the car. She had suffered a heart attack while in jail. She was staring at me on the bed. She  had a crooked grin on his face. I looked at him. Dali and mind thought, 'You have made this condition of mine! And now how will I fill your stomach? You

 Throw in the mud. Yes, I would like to do the same.

 "But Kolusha saw it when he saw it. His face became golden and big tears would pour on his cheeks. Mother, why is she in such a condition?' she asked. I said, 'This is my life'

 "Since that day our condition has worsened. I used to work hard day and night, but after drying my blood, I could not get more than the twenty-two capec and that too not everyday, on lucky days. This condition was also related to death and I often wanted to end my life.

 "Kolusha would have seen this and wandered from side to side in great distress. Once I felt that all this was out of my memory, I said, 'Let this life be on fire! Why don't I die! Even among you guys!' Why doesn't anyone die? 'I pointed out to Kolusha and her father.

 "His father shook his head and just said, I will leave soon. Don't call me burnt. Stay a little patient."

 “But Kolusha remained staring at me for a long time, then turned and went out of the house.

 "As soon as he went out, I started to regret my words, but what could happen now! The arrow had missed.

 "It would not have been an hour before a soldier on horseback came. 'Are you Gauspoja Shishinina?' He asked. My heart started to sit. She continued, 'You have been called to the hospital. The horses of the merchant Nankhin crushed your son. is.'

 "I immediately left for the hospital in the car. I was feeling as if someone had sprouted the burning seat on the seat of the car." I was cursing myself — Ari, what have you done! '

 "Finally we reached the hospital. Kolusha was lying on the bed. The bandages were all over his body. He looked at me and smiled! Tears streamed down his cheeks! In a slow voice he said," Mother, forgive me. The policemen took the money. " Huh.'

 "What money are you talking about, Kolusha?" I asked

 "She said, hey, the money that people and Enokhin gave me."

 "I asked, 'Why did they give you money?'

 "She said, 'Therefore ...'

 "She sighed. His eyes were growing as big as a saucer.

 'Kolusha!' I said.

 "She shouted in a clear voice, 'Mother I saw horses coming, but if I get out of them, people will give me more money, and they gave.'

 "These were his words.

 "The next day he died. He had consciousness till the last breath and he kept saying again and again for the sake of dad, he should buy it and mother also for himself, as if he had money in front of him. Really Fourteen rubles were.

 "I went to Enokhin; but gave me a total of five rubles, and they too stuttered and said," The boy threw himself into the middle of the horse. A lot of people saw it. So what have you come to beg? Never went back home. Brother, this is the whole story! '

 There was silence and silence in the cemetery. I was thinking of death and human sorrow, in such a sad, patient-like tree, a pile of mud and a tomb seated so sadly on the tomb.

 But the sky was clear and it was raining downward on the earth.

 I took out some coins from my pocket and extended it to the woman whom the fate had killed, yet she was going.

 She shook his head and said, "Brother, why do you surprise yourself! I have too many for today. I don't need much anymore. I am alone - all alone in the world."

 She took a long breath and then closed his thin lips between the lines emerging from the pangs on the mouth.