Wings

I Smile 

I smile for you

I don't care but still I do 

I don't show my love, but I really love you

seeing the reality, I am still silent 

I believe that you will stay but you left

I don't give up till you came back 

Ya, I became weak, but my soul made me be strong and clam

I have mood swing I controlled it

I have anger issues I controlled it

I have depression I controlled it 

But nobody cares 

I like to be calm but not any more 

Fed-up of doing all the chores 

I want wings so you could let me fly

I want wings so I could never smile 

nothing can control me 

Because 

Cross my heart and hopes you die 

now u will see my dark side