'Unwanted'

Did he want me or not? 

The dilemma in his mind didn't stop. 

Hopeless thoughts were in a muddle. 

I could hear the sharp tussle. 

I would be an overburden. 

I would live or not was not certain. 

Hopeless thoughts were in a muddle. 

I could hear the sharp tussle. 

Oh! One wished I was a 'HE'. 

I, then, would have been welcomed with glee. 

Hopeless thoughts were in a muddle. 

I could hear the sharp tussle.

The womb was finally crushed. 

There was a sudden deathly hush. 

Thoughts were 'NO MORE' in a muddle. 

I could 'NO MORE' hear the sharp tussle.