Unnoticed and Unloved

Have you noticed my behavior

Laughing and smiling forever

I smile and laugh

Crack jokes and stuff

Have you noticed me now?

I heard girls like extroverts

So I changed from an introvert

Just to fit in your mind

'Cause to me, you were a rare find

Have you noticed me now?

I changed everything

Not in order to gain something

But to have token to see

Your beautiful eyes with glee

Have you noticed me now?

Yes I am that nerd 

Who has studied hard

My subject was you

You weren't voluptuous but beautiful in my view

Have you noticed me now?

Alas what a shame

I could not stand the view

You to sell your pride to a boy

Who took you for nothing but a toy

Didn't you notice my tears?

Of course you did not

I was there in front 

With the thorns that pricked my hand

My rose fell onto the land

How would you notice that?

Alas what a shame!?

You only lost money and fame

From being toyed over you didn't gain

And I? I lost to my life again.

Will you notice me now?

Will you?......