This Abate Love

It’s not that intense,

This is abate,

Its nothing like before,

It is all wane.

I remember everything,

When you use to avoid,

This love ain't like it was,

It is just void.

I cut you off because,

You handed the scissor

You helped me learn how to live,

Live without the fear.

The fear of losing you was no longer in my mind,

You left me once, you’ll leave again I knew it by the time..

You say you lost me, 

I say the same

You lost some of your years with me

While I lost a life whom I knew since I came.

I was not like this,

You forced me to change,

I’ve been through it all,

A lot and lot of pain.

Being disappointed so many times,

That I’ve developed the fear,

How to stitch that heart,

Which sheds the tear.

How can I love you,

When I'm afraid,

You were nowhere when I searched you,

All the colors started to fade.

And it’s not only you,

Who lost me,

I lost myself too in all this fear.