The Last Hope Left

"Mom" he called with a sympathetic face 

Grabbing on my waist hugging me

"Wouldn't dad love you" she spoked

I went to my deep affectionate thought 

Thinking twice before replying to the truthful lie "Of course he does " 

For a moment my heartbeat stopped thinking about you...

The days when only you and I walked through the parks 

In fully blooming blossoms on a pleasant cold spring day...

When you stopped and looked into my eyes 

With your eyes filled with happiness and joy 

You touched my hand which made me stop my action for a moment...

When your lips spoke "Be with me forever, please be mine"

My lips responded immediately without wasting a second "Yes"

And in a moment your soft lips were touching mine...

That beautiful moment for which my heartbeats can't be expressed in words...

I was in my thoughts of your when...

"YOU AREN'T READY YET I TOLD YOU I WOULD PICK YOU AND HIM UP"

I came out of my thought looking at him and in a moment I can hear him cry...

My heart shattered into pieces...

Lipsink your name ...

But all I could hear was "SHUT UP" when I felt a stink on my cheeks and I fell down the blood flowing from my lips and.... ( glass break) the last I could see was 

The demon beating my child...

My hands tried to reach him but...

I passed away...

You are no more

The last thing I had of yours was him

What did I and my kid deserve to do this

I want to return to that moment again

I want to change the time to that day... 

"Take care of you and my child"

"DONT LEAVE ME!!??"

Tears were flowing down my cheeks like the stream flowing continuously...The rain pouring... Different voices of people...but the only thing I could hear was "I love you"

"NO!!??"...

"NO!!??" I shouted and covered my heart...

And...

"I Love you Mom is always there for you "...

"I Love you too mom" ( crying)

"Finally I could be happy with your dad over there... be a good child... mom will watch you" (* eyes closed *).....