The Final Goodbye

I think it was my mistake that I reached to you again after many years to have start something that never happened before.

Because I thought this time it will never end and we will write the beautiful chapter of our life together.

Unfortunately, you stopped something that never happened before.

You stopped giving your time, you stopped giving your prettiest smile, you stopped sharing those things that make you laugh.

I moved back to our chats and started scrolling to find out from where things started getting worse.

Guess what I found? 

I found that we shared every detail from the moment we wake up till the moment we fall asleep.

I found that there was only love and laughter reaction we had.

I found that we never spent our day without talking to each other.

Do you know what else I found? I found that I again smiled while reading our boring and meaningless jokes.

Those moments I don't think I will ever forget. 

The desire of getting lost with you in a world full of happiness and magic.

I need more than that but I never asked you for it because whatever you gave was unexpected. 

We came along the journey and look you left me before completing it.

I'm roaming sleeplessly every night in the sky full of hope and memories.

I'm passing in between the crowd like I'm the only one who's alone here.

I'm living like I lose my essential part of living.

Fine, let's not talk about the pain at least we can meet again so that I can tell you what actually happened.

The thing that never gets worst, but the thing the way you changed your behavior suddenly, the way you put my priorities into the junk box, the way you forget our daily senseless & topic less conversations, the way you again broke my heart, the way you again prove me wrong that giving someone all of your time and attention is not always worthy.

Fine, let's not talk about all these things at least we can meet again so that I can say a final goodbye.