Stuck In Place

Can't help but sit and cry, The time I wasted to try Still stuck in the starting line, It's about finishing time.

No matter, where I'll go, No matter, what I'll do. I am carrying something huge, I don't have that urge.

Let it go, my mind says Leave it there, my heart says Move on, my gut says I never allow, to follow.

I know what's best

Doing it somehow hurts

What do I do?

What do I do?

Suck it up, I hear a voice

Yes, Something is sucking me up.