Still Confused

Still I am confused,

What I want;

Just trying to resist my desire,

But I can't.

Feelings and emotions are,

Not in my control;

There is pen in my hand,

Waiting for my heart's call.

Many more things,

Are there to write;

But I still confused,

Where to start and where to quit.

Yes, waiting for the divine direction,

From the God;

How can a creation can be done,

Without the supreme lord.