Soul Search

Every time, when I found

Me, in the area of

Trust,

For someone,

I always found me 

Drowning in the bog.

It hurts a lot.

Really, don't know

Why always me?

Game of trust,

Might I never win?

Was it because

I was different from them,

They wore brands,

And I

So simply dressed.

Was it just 

The matter of classes,

Because

I was middle class

And

They were VIP's.

Never I met the true one,

Everyone was the same one.

It's ok,

I managed,

Because that friendship

Were totally glazed.

That's broken, so easily

From the brightness of

Truth as ablaze.

 Finally Kanha Ji (God)

Hold my hand,

He is the only bestie of mine,

On this land. 

My soul search 

For finding the true one,

Just ended,

Only after, when

Kanha showered

His love, for me.

For me,

He is my every relation,

My mother, father, brother, bestie

And he is my lover.

I just want nothing

Except him.

Now I finally realised

That my heart was craving

And my soul was searching

Just for the love of him.

Love you, Krishna.