few hesitant talk to you..

I want to tell you something..

Is it ok if i feel envious seeing you choosing a colour for her saree?? or should i take a higher road of ignoring my feelings at a moment??

Is it ok if i feel resentful seeing my absence in your decorated life??or should i fill my void by applying the philosophy of "your happiness are mine"??

Are you listening to my silent plea?? Or Are you choosing to stay in bliss??

Are you aware that my pain is not able to form words to come out?? Are you coming to bring me out of my pit??

Should i tell you how much this chasm is aching me?? Or should i let you immerse in your peace??

After changing my perception for love for the thousandth time,did i tell you that i wish to have my own magical binocular of love?? That made me see all the flavours of love and not just sacrifice?? 

Did i tell you that my soul s discontented and need to breath in ur love??

I am torn between the two worlds. Have u felt the need of breaking the cage and melt in our world?? Or have you lost the desire??

My heart denies to belive the absence of me in your eyes.

Then why cnt i see the despair of not being with me in your eyes when you choose the brighter colour saree for her skin tone?? Can your soul see it too??

Should i tell you about this??or should i observe this war inside me silently??

Can you hear my stillness wanting for your attention??

In this catastrophy of doubts,will you be my prince charming amd rescue me?? or have i become the damsel in distress??