Few Hesitant Talk To You..

Is it acceptable that I feel envious seeing you choosing saree for her?? or should I take the higher road and be ignorant about feelings I have at a moment??

S me being resentful seeing my absence in your decorated life is ok?? or should I fill my void by applying the philosophy of "your happiness is mine"???

Are you listening to my silent plea?? Or are you choosing to stay in bliss??

Are you aware that my pain is not able to form words and come out?? Are you coming to bring me out of my pit??

Should I tell you how much this chasm is aching me?? Or should I let you immerse in your peace??

After changing my perception about love for the thousandth time, did I tell you that I wish to see the world with my own magical binocular?? that contains all the flavor of love and not only the sacrifice?? 

Do you see that my soul s discontented and need to breathe in your soul??

I am torn between the two worlds. have you also felt the urge to break the cage and melt in our world?? Or have you lost the desire??

My heart denies believing that!!

Why can't I see the despair of not being able to be with me in your eyes?? can your soul see it too??

Have you accepted fate?? 

Should I tell you this?? Or should I watch this combat going on inside me quietly??

Can you hear my stillness wanting your attention??

In this catastrophe of doubts, will you be my prince charming and rescue me?? Or have I become the damsel in distress??