Routine Me

It seems like everyone I touch runs away from me

That must be my power I'm not loveable

Inevitably I always end up alone

I don't trust the words so I become the words 

Paranoid I'm scared...because no one ever stays around

Is my passion for strong...that it breaks the weak

Pushes away those that get close

It seems like love isn't for me ...

Convinced I'm drenched in the cast of lonesome

I'm scared to ever speak to anyone else

Don't come close...*sobs* 

I know you won't stay for long...

Like a song you’re only here for a short time

Please don't even speak those addictive sweet words that put my so fragile heart in a state of vulnerability 

Please don't .....*Hand against my face tears falling down *

I can't take it anymore...Like tinker bell losing her light 

I'm losing my energy ...I'm exhausted I don't wanna feel anymore