Restless Nights

My nights become restless

My dreams become chaotic

As A certain angel visits me in my dreams

With her adorable smile and gentle eyes

With her luscious lips and blooming hair

As I hold her in my arms 

As I dive in her deep eyes

As I listen to the music of her voice

Forgetting my worries 

the dream shatters

As I woke up from my slumber 

frantically searching for her

In my arms

In my dreams 

Then the reality hits like a running train 

She is not yours 

A thought hits like a bolt of pain 

My heart shatters in a million pieces

Each holding her near 

but still knowing she can't be there