ramblin', whinin', bitchin'.

I stare at

your

Picture

all

Day.

I drink a

Lot More

Than I should

because it

Reminds

Me of the

Time

we spent

Together.

You were 

Depressed,

I was

just downright

Fucked-Up.

We met at a very

Strange Point

in our

Lives.

What if we'd

gone on

Without saying

all those

Words

Which cut & 

burned across our

Veins?

Maybe I could

Pretend

That the 

past didn't

Happen

But I don't want to.

I loved you 

back then

Sincerely

I've never felt an 

Emotion

Akin to that

ever.

You were

the first

Person

To whom I gave the

reins of my

Consciousness.

I opened up 

to you

But you never did 

or

Cared.

You were always

Off

floating in your

Orbit

Like space

Junk

Waiting to

Burn up

Into

Nothing

When your time

Came.

I don't love you

anymore

I don't hate you 

anymore

I just don't want

to see your

Face 

anymore

in this Nightmare

called my

Life.