Providence dilemma

It consciously crushes your soul 

fading memories, 

 all those years 

 to fall against the snow 

 You wish to move on

 but can't find the trigger

 how long is the wait 

 till it leisurely puts a name 

 on a rusty old grave 

Then you gonna remember this day 

that an old man told you 

it gets slippery with age 

How are you gonna stop the nightmares 

until someone comes by 

pushes you in the crater 

or take you up in the skies 

where you had only glared