Pouring In Your Essence

I smile the very moment it starts pouring outside,

Not because I love rains,

But because it makes me

Feel your presence too,

It reminds me of

How you would surprise me

When I'm alone,

How you would make me feel so loved

When I felt like the world never wanted to,

These rains bring me your essence

That I miss each day,

Showers me down with all your love

That I long for even today,

These rains bring memories of

Some beautiful moments we had,

The memories of holding hands,

The memories of keeping

Promises to be together

Through laughter and pain,

I look out the window

Saying hello to you,

Knowing you would be out there

Listening to me from somewhere,

Listening to how I am,

Listening to how much I miss you,

These rains remind me of

How you would always protect me

From any potential harm,

From any difficult times to face,

Wish I could have been the same

When you needed me,

And I could have had you here

Witnessing this beautiful rain,

I cherish these moments every time

Because these are all I have left of you,

The feeling of you still being here with me,

The memories that I relive thinking of you,

I wish these rains never stopped

Because I hate saying goodbye,

Hate losing you again,

Hate letting go of

The one thing that's keeping me alive,

I still wait for these rainy days

Like I always waited for you,

Staring at the skies forever

Like I've been looking for you,

I search for a sign of

Your presence in them again,

For in every drop

I am reminded of you...