Performin' your Luv

You got me some type of feelin';

But you know I'm out here thinkin'; 'bout it...

And this shit always happens to me,

Actin' all innocent, oh please, you don't even owe any innocence...

I'm happy for the love and all of the above...

But to be honest;

I am done been through way too much...

It makes me so ill...

Don't wanna fake anymore... Don't wanna...

Smiling, crying, gleaming, shimmering, living so fine...

And you'll say I'm alright,

But after what I have being through I ain't gonna lie...

Arms crossed with attitude, lips pouted with my gloss poppin';

If I'm mad, I'll show no gratitude...

Red wine or coffee blend..?

Save one lose the other...

And I'll give you thoughts of another...

I'm tired of performin' your luv; all day, all night...

So just give me a break to hold a sake;

Your luv, no luv;

Nothin' bothers baby...

I see the things they say 'bout me; so wrong...

Hear what they gossip, 'bout us, that's crazy...

Its gettin' hard for 'em to accept me, really;

But every now and then,

Its shockin' but they can't blame me...

I know its the life that I chose,

But baby, I'm grateful, I want you to know...

And again I'm happy for the love, all of the above...

But being honest,

I have already done been through way too much...