Overwhelmed

She sold sunshine with her smile 

Traded her own happiness for others

Brightened other's dark nights 

Until she had no more light for her own self 

She started hating herself

Felt like the world didn't want her

Faded into the background and cracks 

Afraid of being wrong

Trauma stole her voice

Ran out of nothings 

To answer all the agonizing questions

And the worried side glances that they gave her

Her body became a tune

That she'd often liked to sing

Her wrists,a violin

Using a blade she'd like to play with 

She slept with soaked pillows

And had dark circles and a pained laugh

Her whole future was right ahead of her

But she was torpefied to see it

Everything was going great

Then she felt it happen all over again

Colours started vanishing out of her life

And once again she was consumed by darkness 

She strived for people's validation

Their sugar coated words and fake care

When they stopped 

So did her life and she