Oo Dearest...

If I were standing

At the crest of the mountain;

When the night comes with shining stars,

Cold breeze touching skin,

When breath becomes slow and deep,

Where eyes can see the vast scene,

Life and death within an inch,

Leg falters and heart starts to scream,

I have to know how it feels,

To value the life that is in me,

I know my life wants to survive within me,

But my dearest life

I don't want to hurt you,

I don't want to just let you go,

I don't want to procrastinate too 

Savor the wonderful you,

For that, I keep you at stake,

To become insensible towards the chaos inside me,

There is a reason why I go through the darkness to become receptive to even a single ray of light, 

And to get a clearer and bigger picture of the way of life,

To evaluate the way I am living you 

And searching for the solution to every fault I made,

I close my eyes to see you through,

I halt myself to be in you,

And to take away myself from being decease while alive,

And the thing is I want to live you absolutely, 

I am considering all the possibilities to

Shine through you,

I want to hold you before you leave,

And making you and me a living worthy,