Nobody Knows

You say that they are nice inside

But they never stay by your side

Why do you feel they are humble

When their significant others know they are crumbling.

Who says a dream must be something grand

This world is paradise, beautiful and fine

Life is a continuous wandering, uncertain and many questions about yourselves

But it is told a box of mistakes by people who we care so about so much 

When things get tough look at yourself

Every night looking at dark

Silent all around when the world is sleeping

Tears flowing and nobody knows

Even if they knew they wouldn't care

Feeling so lonely is usual in this place called home

Till the end of the night, until the day arrives I have to survive the emotional torture which I can't describe 

No other can love you like the way you love yourself

Even if they are your own parents they hurt you, they have undue influence which nobody can tell.

Pain and suffering

Hard to be believed by others

That you don't have love to spare

Mistakes have doors and no key to come out

All laughing and stocking mistakes

Errors all around and you made me a forbidden card

No hate can be that painful

And you trying to pull lives like it's a game

Controlling every step 

As if a puppet who is nothing but a bet in your familiar game

Even though I'm so familiar and family to you; you hate me and hurt me all you can

No spare of love you ever showed me and if I say to others I'll be back in that box again

It's scary and painful 

And you believe that freedom is the same for everyone

It's your indulgence and your hatred making others live in scare

So stop controlling it like a game

And know that love is not something I ever sought for it; just a hug and comfort I want from you which can say we are your family and we understand you so let's live happily too.