Nirvana v/s Nightmare

I got a vision.

I found myself slumping into depths of castle that you have built for myself.

You hugged me, with that I sensed a fragrance all around me.

Welcoming me, as a queen of everything that you'd have wished for yourself.

I see the ceiling going away

As I slip into the depths of my fears,

The fear of belonging to someone.

With you, I oscillate between a Nirvana and a Nightmare, in the search of truth.

And I find you at the intersection of two worlds,

Or the one that divides my two worlds?

Now,

I know why walking into you felt like a NIRVANA and walking past you a NIGHTMARE.