My Girl

I know a girl

Who talks to the moonlight

She hates herself

And wakes up at night,

She wants to feel beautiful

And alive again

She wants to feel love

And a life which

Is not all about pretend.

I know a girl

Who cries at night

She hides in darkness

Afraid of the light.

She is too strong in the day

That no one asks how she is

And even if they did

She smiles and says

"Alright".

I know a girl

Who's a walking paradox

She loves herself

Yet hates herself to the very core

She had weird habits

Biting her lips

Hating herself

And telling lies

Killing herself

Trusting the wrong

And fake smiles.

I know a girl

Who's a great liar

She can't find peace

In water

But loves to see

Burning fire

Maybe that's who she is

Someone beautiful

Someone strange

Someone ugly

Someone dreamer

Don't tell her to change.

I know a girl

Who no one knows

She watches the moonlight

And walks tip toes

No one ever saw the real her

For when you ask about her

Some would tell you she is

Someone strange

Someone weird

Someone tomboy

Someone to be feared

Someone good

Someone vicious

Someone intelligent

Someone's dear.

But no one will tell you

What you will see

If you stay long enough

And dive in too deep

For if she doesn't push you away

Coz maybe you will make her feel

The emotions she is scared of

Which is too fake to be real.

I know a girl

Maybe you will know

Who's wild and free

And a lady of rose

You will see an old age soul

And a young little child

Trapped in a body

Heaven exiled.

She dreamt of someone

Who told her who she is

She was a fallen angel

With magic deep within.

Meet me in the darkness

In the veil of night

Roam around with me

And sit with me beside

I will show you a girl

Who holds the darkness and light

Who wants to change the world

And wants to destroy it

At the same time.

I will show you a girl

So good with too many insecurities

A girl who was never loved

For who she really was.

Everyone tells her to change

And she refuses to try

Even if she's a monster

Aren't they the one who

forced her then cry?

I know a girl

Who will make you believe

On the goodness and evil

Of every darkness, she holds within

When you will see her

You will get to know

Why people believe in

Angels and devils below.

If you ever met my girl

Tell her to relax

For she is always loved by me

And don't need anyone else.

Tell her she's beautiful

Tell her to stay wild

Tell her she's an old soul

With the essence of a child

Tell her to make wishes

To the plants, souls, and stars,

Tell her to believe in

Exactly who you are

Tell her to believe in

Universe and it's tragic

Tell her she's made for

Only for magic

And if you fall in love with her

Please tell her this too

She might look unfriendly and cold

But she's broken and shattered like you.

And if you see her breakdown

Don't leave

Stay by her side if she needs

If she trusts you enough

She will tell you why she weeps.

But only if you stay long enough for her to

Trust you

Don't judge her and

Don't insult her

Don't make her feel

worthless

And a useless burden too.

Coz that's what she's feeling all her life.

Calling herself robot

With some emotional responses

Feelings and lies

She is strong yet weak

Human but strange

Take her away with you

To where she feels safe.

Make her feel home

When she sits beside you

Make her believe that

Home is not a place to hide into.

Hold her and tell her

You love her for who she is now

And who she will be,

And who she was when she was nine

She will get possessive of you

When you call her “MINE"

And please stay for all her life

And don't just sway

Coz she has seen too many people just

Walk away