My Girl
My Girl
I know a girl
Who talks to the moonlight
She hates herself
And wakes up at night,
She wants to feel beautiful
And alive again
She wants to feel love
And a life which
Is not all about pretend.
I know a girl
Who cries at night
She hides in darkness
Afraid of the light.
She is too strong in the day
That no one asks how she is
And even if they did
She smiles and says
"Alright".
I know a girl
Who's a walking paradox
She loves herself
Yet hates herself to the very core
She had weird habits
Biting her lips
Hating herself
And telling lies
Killing herself
Trusting the wrong
And fake smiles.
I know a girl
Who's a great liar
She can't find peace
In water
But loves to see
Burning fire
Maybe that's who she is
Someone beautiful
Someone strange
Someone ugly
Someone dreamer
Don't tell her to change.
I know a girl
Who no one knows
She watches the moonlight
And walks tip toes
No one ever saw the real her
For when you ask about her
Some would tell you she is
Someone strange
Someone weird
Someone tomboy
Someone to be feared
Someone good
Someone vicious
Someone intelligent
Someone's dear.
But no one will tell you
What you will see
If you stay long enough
And dive in too deep
For if she doesn't push you away
Coz maybe you will make her feel
The emotions she is scared of
Which is too fake to be real.
I know a girl
Maybe you will know
Who's wild and free
And a lady of rose
You will see an old age soul
And a young little child
Trapped in a body
Heaven exiled.
She dreamt of someone
Who told her who she is
She was a fallen angel
With magic deep within.
Meet me in the darkness
In the veil of night
Roam around with me
And sit with me beside
I will show you a girl
Who holds the darkness and light
Who wants to change the world
And wants to destroy it
At the same time.
I will show you a girl
So good with too many insecurities
A girl who was never loved
For who she really was.
Everyone tells her to change
And she refuses to try
Even if she's a monster
Aren't they the one who
forced her then cry?
I know a girl
Who will make you believe
On the goodness and evil
Of every darkness, she holds within
When you will see her
You will get to know
Why people believe in
Angels and devils below.
If you ever met my girl
Tell her to relax
For she is always loved by me
And don't need anyone else.
Tell her she's beautiful
Tell her to stay wild
Tell her she's an old soul
With the essence of a child
Tell her to make wishes
To the plants, souls, and stars,
Tell her to believe in
Exactly who you are
Tell her to believe in
Universe and it's tragic
Tell her she's made for
Only for magic
And if you fall in love with her
Please tell her this too
She might look unfriendly and cold
But she's broken and shattered like you.
And if you see her breakdown
Don't leave
Stay by her side if she needs
If she trusts you enough
She will tell you why she weeps.
But only if you stay long enough for her to
Trust you
Don't judge her and
Don't insult her
Don't make her feel
worthless
And a useless burden too.
Coz that's what she's feeling all her life.
Calling herself robot
With some emotional responses
Feelings and lies
She is strong yet weak
Human but strange
Take her away with you
To where she feels safe.
Make her feel home
When she sits beside you
Make her believe that
Home is not a place to hide into.
Hold her and tell her
You love her for who she is now
And who she will be,
And who she was when she was nine
She will get possessive of you
When you call her “MINE"
And please stay for all her life
And don't just sway
Coz she has seen too many people just
Walk away