My First Love

The first time I started feeling

That your presence is enough to make me smile,

Even though I knew your heart couldn't be mine...

But the pain has been deepening, hurting me ever since;

The day I knew this very thought will leave my heart in mince...

Your eyes were like a tide that made me forget my loss and pain,

Instead, I started to cherish and love each moment, you took part in...

I was sufficed by your smile from miles part,

Was enough to make me red.

Absurd it seems in the eyes of those, where love revolves around the bed...

Daydreaming of you in school,

Your laughter echoes in my mind all night;

I'm tired of trying to move on,

My brain and my heart always end up with a fight...

No matter what my final destination was

I chased each step, only to get your sight

The canvas was painted with all shades of blue, as long as you held the brush, it seemed alright...!

And now, the time has passed like sand,

With a kid and wife, I'm a grown-up man.

While my physical being has adulted, my mind still stuck in school

And now with what seems sate, just one thing appeared to be true

Even a hundred years and on, all my eyes want, is you...!"