My Bleeding Words

In a bitterly cold night like this,

The wings of darkness embrace me

In its warmth

I, in the corner of my darkened room,

Write and write and write

Until my words bleed the pain I suffer

The two-edged wind chimes the ballads of my bleeding words,

Dances on my numb skin and

Makes it hard to breath

But it's alright,

Not every time I breathe to stay alive

It's outta my control,

All these emotions that flow

It's not my weak heart that makes me cry,

I cry because I can't forget,

Can't forget how easily I always forgive

In return of only pain & pain & pain

You know, how agony feels like

It's sad, it's a pain

But you don't know, how agony feels

When it bleeds

It's brutal, it's a scar

So, lemme go away

Far, a little far, a little more far

Until it's gone

Lemme turn into stardust

And let my bleeding words heal

In the cradle of stars.