Me & My Mind, Always

I want to do it,

But, I can't do it,

So, I won't do it.

But, it wants it,

So do it,

At Least try,

What's the use?

I know I can't.

Ok, tell me,

What will you lose trying,

My self-respect,

My self-image, I guess,

And what if you didn't try,

Your dreams…

In any case,

Dreams are the future, it's elusive.

So, you won't try,

No,

Do you still want it?

Yes,

What's uncertain?

Future,

Is death certain?

Yes,

Are you or were you dead?

No,

So, Death is in the future?

Yes,

But the future is uncertain?

Yes,

But both can't be true, right?

Right.

Ok, ok, I will give it a try,

Will you try,

with all your heart and might?

Now you are making me nervous,

Leave me alone,

I am not yet sure,

Oh! Please…

When I was young,

I was wise.

…

…

…

When I grew old,

My mind gained wisdom.

I wish I had given it a try,

What went wrong with me?

Courage,

My friend,

Courage,

Which is neither a virtue of mind nor death,

You died long ago,

This is just

"The End"

You lost to my deception,

And your logic,

Oh! Thou cruel destiny...