Mask

Do you love me, you keep doubting me

And every time I say yes I lose a part of myself foolishly

You keep saying you want to talk to me, I question why 

It's gonna go your way way eventually

The me once happy to accept everything you say 

Now the very thought of you annoys me

When did all this change 

Where did all the love go

Or was it love that made me your puppet

Screaming my lungs out to vain

Feels like shouting at a wall 

The sound bouncing off with no effect

The mask tightening like new skin 

Forgetting the 'me' in me

Looking in the mirror I no longer see myself

Suffocated in the room named you

Scared to voice out my thoughts too using my words against me 

But now I realize all I needed was to listen to myself 

The icy lake I stand amidst comes to a change

And the first rays of spring breakthrough