Long Forgotten Me

How fast night changes & so me.

From the MERRY me I went straight to the DEPRESSED me.

Anxiety was holding me, tightly...

And depression struck me widely!

There was no time lag between the two me's...

For I saw someone whose shadow foreshadowed my laughter.

I believe I was strong,

But oh, how beautifully I was wrong.

Insecurity ran thru my veins,

And anxiety held all my power.

I still don't know how to cope with it.

My heart was on the run yet,

My body stayed forever frozen.

Slowly I was withering

Like a flower deprived of sun,

Longing to belong to,

Somewhere or to someone.

But damn I forgot,

I will forever be the unwritten thought

The half-finished story 

The long-forgotten memory.