Loneliness

You know it's all dark out there and you're afraid of this flame consuming you, 

You project yourself to disappear, so you just want to sleep. 

If you let ... They will escape

And no one will hug you, 

Loneliness has always been bleak, I saw it in every line, 

Guilt has always been a bad neighbour, I'm afraid of not reaching 20,

Your tear has no hope, unable to turn the page. 

Dear alien, it's grey inside.

Give me the vitamins, spread the word, 

Say I moved far away, I don't want any satellites or flashes. 

My mind always favours me, 

It may be an unresolved memory

Or the payment of a debt?

Another dark night is all I have left, 

It may be a matter of perspective, 

But these images in the head are not healthy.

It may be a lack of feeling... paint a minimalist painting and everything will be fine.

It may be lack of self-love: another problem of being sober.

I'm so abstract and I don't know what I am anymore, 

I'm so closed and I don't know who loved me anymore, 

I'm so poetic that I end up getting lonely

I'm so lonely ... How did my heart get bitter?