Let Me Not Love!

Observing every act of yours,

I learnt the way you move,

I learnt the way you speak,

I learnt the way you loved me,

And I was more of you and less of me.

I still remember that day

When you were so weak

I held you tight promising I won’t ever leave

And I stayed till the end.

But did you do the same?

The warmth of your skin

The cologne you’d wear

And the way you’d kiss

Were all so comforting.

You promised you’d love me

But now you love her?

You find your comfort not in me but her,

She is the one you prefer?

I still look at you the same way

But you don’t care anymore

I still wait for you everyday

But you forgot those times spent together.

I notice you even today,

The way you treat her

The way you hold her

The way you love her,

The past had me in your arms

The present is her in every thought of yours.

Your brown eyes still sends shivers down my spine.

I was so lost in it.

Thought the darkness of my eyes would lit up your life.

But I guess there is magic in her green iris!

How did you forget me so easily?

Did you even love me, I think now.

Was it always her? And never me?

Because I love you the same but you don’t care to see.

I want the love which was mine.

She took it away and that’s not fine.

It hurts deep down, my soul waiting for you.

But she is now your world, so can’t believe in you.

Is this love? Which hurts you?

Is this the passion? Which breaks you?

If this is love, then let me not hurt myself.

If this is the passion, then let me not break myself.