Late night thoughts

Laying on my bed 

Staring at the ceiling 

It's 3 at night 

Don't know why I am replacing my sleep with my damn overthinking 

IMAGINING 

I Lean my head against the wall

Imagining it as your chest...

Close my eyes to see you.

As I hug a pillow

But it's not you 

Tight against my breast 

IS IT EVER ENOUGH? NO

But for now 

Is it all I can do

In a place filled only with the absence of you.....