Jelly Bean

Its past midnight

I wished you a happy birthday for the first time

Since I've known you

Didn't imagine you'd reply to my texts

That too with

"Thank you. Means a lot :)"

 

I was watching the favorite

When I almost forgot

That you existed still

Well not to me maybe

But for yourself

And others who appreciate you

Love you in a wholesome way.

 

It really irked me

When you called that boy

Who's just your friend

By a nickname

Right in front of my face

Shouting with joy and muffled enthusiasm

You must be very closely knit with that group

Of damaged retards.

 

I don't have enough curse words in my repertoire

To swear

Because none could satisfy

The sweet, viscous hatred

Which has engulfed my soul

Like a jelly bean.