Jealousy Of Her

I don't like her

She's in magazines

And prettier than me

It all hurts

Staring in my phone screen

Watching everyone live their dreams.

But I know it's all to me

That one day I will realize

Eventually...

That I am filled with JEALOUSY

I just have to take a closer look

In my heart, tonight.

If I look harder, I might find,

The pretty thing inside me.

I don't like myself

Full of sickening things

And maybe I am

Not the words I have said

Maybe the images in magazines

Are not real.

And that way I could,

Love the way I feel

But I know its all to me

That one day,

I will see

That I am filled with JEALOUSY

I will find it eventually,

In my heart, tonight.

But if I search it inside,

I will find,

The pretty thing inside me.