It Doesn't Matter Anymore

It doesn't matter anymore

The way you kept me waiting 

To let me hear your voice

For just one last time

And the way you disappeared 

When my teary eyes wanted

To see you just once

It doesn't matter anymore

The way you let me down

By not taking a stand for me

And for so easily giving me up

For not believing my dreams

And for not being there

When I needed you the most

You made me miserable

Because of my love for you.

And from that very moment

I realized there is a better journey

Ahead of where you don't exist

Nor your excruciating shadows.

Because it doesn't matter anymore.