I Was Left Alone

And like everyday I was left alone,

Silently figuring out what happened.

Too much burden on me or just delusion,

May not be they, but my self retreat.

Dawn to dusk chaos all high,

My ignorance faded them in space infinite.

Feeling subdued I uttered no word,

But silence reverberated through all corners.

Thinking myself to be good with words,

I once spoke to my dear ones.

Satisfaction spread over me with no doubt,

They sold fake understanding with a robust sound.

Everyday I faced indifferent gestures,

Slowly my heart pounded, inflicting pain.

Avoiding revelation I faked a smile,

Deep down I was heavily drenched.

Arranging all pieces of subtle situation,

I firmly believed in my failure of expression.

Fear of losing them made me part ways,

Feeling ignored they said I over thought.

Stubborn I sat avoiding all voices,

Right or wrong, I lost all the clues of judgement.

Praying for the hurtful days to finish fast,

I explained myself with falling tears.

With each passing day, I grew sober,

Trying to fit in my solitude.

But curiosity searched answers from all out there,

That how many times will I be left alone again?