i think 💭

Sometimes, I think I am traumatized 

When everything gets blurred in front of my eyes .

Some random voices come up in my head ,

Whenever I lay down on my bed .

All I want to rest, 

May be , or indeed ,I'm not the best .

My thoughts are not so straight 

I have so much to ask that why random shit served in my plate?

My eyes are full of tears ,

I don't know why but I can't come up from my fears .

I'm not able to see light ,

It feels like someone pull up my throat so tight .

I want to let every pain inside me to gone .

I just need my family around me ,

I just want my dog , my papa and my mom.