I Need A Break

I need a break.,

I don't know whether I'm not able to manage a relationship.

I would like to lead lonely life forever…

I need to work on my future,

Although I want her!!!

I'm feeling that whether am I loosing myself?

Am I losing my freedom?

Am I not able to achieve what I wanted to do?

I never loved anyone like l love her.

And I know, I will never love anyone like I’m loving her.

Yes, I need a break...

I'm forgetting all what I wanted to be.

I'm not living present life…

Always surviving in scary world!

I'm being afraid of losing her,

I'm being afraid of not living my life.

I'm being afraid of my future...!

Yes, I need a break...

I'm sacrificing my likes, thoughts and all...

I'm sacrificing my time...!

I'm overthinking...

I love her forever, but I don't want her...

I would like to suffer alone.

Yes, I need a break.