I'll Keep Myself Alive...

What's the use of being in the chain of your past?

Don't you think you have to get released from it?

Move on you'll find a better one,

Change yourself,

Talk to people,

He never loved you,

He cheated on you,

Common fly high..!!

I know it too much,

But I never left with that too much love.

It's my own wish to stay in the chain,

I don't want him to let go again.

As a wink of my eye, I lost him forever,

I don't want to lose him again.

He's gone I know,

But he stills stays in my words forever.

I don't need a better one,

I need only him who is the best.

I can change,

But my depression keeps me beautiful.

My scars bleed in light,

It froze in dark.

I like talking to people,

But I love staying quiet and talk to him in silence.

My wings no longer to support to fly,

As they have become heavy along with me.

I love him only him,

My heart beats only for him,

Just looking in distance,

Whether I could see him again.

I saw him holding her hand,

That's where knife became my mate,

I scratched my wrist to forget the pain.

I will not move on,

I will still wait for him.

While somewhere as my heart asked,

Do you have anyone in your heart?

I of course replied, do you think I'll have one?

Until I reach him, I will keep myself alive...